I’ve made peace. With myself, my heart & my soul. After one long year of mentally torturing myself, I think… I’m finally free. My whole life, especially the past year, I kept trying to be good for everyone. Kept comparing myself, feeling so damn insecure. But I never showed it. But recently I realized something changed. I felt comfortable, happy in my own skin. I walked across a few streets today and I realized that there were many people staring. And then I realized, I’ve been blind to my own beauty. And that I needn’t be a better version of someone else, that I only need to be, the best version of me. That it was okay to make mistakes and still be loved. That I wasn’t perfect, that I had a dark side I should love too. That the only person I was responsible for was myself. And that means more to me, this inner peace, than I could ever say.
Thank you. For caring. For making me feel we meant something. For letting me hear a song that touched me. For now, this is enough. There’s so much I want to tell you. So many memories today when we went to the same Macdonald. Good or bad I don’t know, but that night was my most unforgettable so far this year.
The good vibe
The Good Vibe