Where I pour out my heart in writing.

Have you ever felt this way? Like you were lost, and scared, and so damn insecure. Yet the world can’t see it because you have that smile plastered on your face, you have these walls surround you. There are a million thoughts in your mind but you don’t actually say them, you just say the superficial things you think people would want to hear. It’s not that you don’t want to be honest, it’s just that sometimes that’s really hard. Because being honest means you could ruin everything. Because being honest doesn’t mean the person can understand how you feel. You don’t want to hurt anyone, but you’re hurting, and you wish that there would be one person who would understand, someone who could tell you what to do. But there’s no one, because there’s no one you can tell, and it’s not like they would understand. I want to stop thinking.

I think love should be unconditional. It should be kind, giving & selfless. In my generation, thanks to the games we play, relationships become confusing. They become a game of hot and cold, a game of guesses, a game of pride. Does it mean if you love someone you must have them? What if they are already perfectly happy where they are now? I think when you love someone, even giving becomes happiness. And the beauty is that you expect nothing in return. Is that kind of love so rare nowadays? I kinda think I love you like that.

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